We had, I believe, our last Sunday in Salem. It's been a difficult transition, to say the least. Usually when you move it's a decision you make after much thought and prayer, with a plan in place, and time to make the mental and emotional adjustments. Since we were literally ripped from our home, packed up and moved by other people (thank you VERY much to all that helped), and displaced into a home that is not ours, we have had a hard time letting go. It's difficult to leave the ward family that has helped us so much through these tragedies, and of course our sweet Bishop that was there for us with much needed counsel and strength. He was released today. And with each growing week, I have felt the need to move forward. It is difficult. It is with a heavy heart. But it is time.
After therapies tomorrow I'll be visiting the new school that my girls will be attending to get a feel for it. I want to transfer them, but have had mixed emotions about it. It's getting to be too costly, both financially and time wise, to keep taking them to Salem. And if we're going to be here for several months, they need to move on as well. As someone who moved every 2 years, on average, I know what this means for them. And I will have much anxiety throughout their first week of school.
Mark starts his counseling with the neuro/psyche doctor tomorrow. I am excited for that. I hope it will be what he needs to come out of his slump and recognize his need to move forward, at a slower pace. I'm also very interested to know how this counseling will be different from our regular counseling. The therapist we saw on Thursday said he has helped a lot of people fill out and file their disability paperwork, so that's one project we'll be working on. He thinks we will be able to get around $2,000/month when we get accepted. Could take up about 6 months, but that money would be VERY beneficial when trying to get back on our feet. I just have to wade through much STUFF in the storage unit to find the paperwork needed to attach to the application. Such fun things to look forward to!
Blessing of the Day: children - Happy Birthday, Madison!
Moving forward is never an easy task ... it's sometimes easier for kids than we give them credit for, but nonetheless hard. I'm so proud of you and your little family and the progress you are all making (although it has come with huge losses and at great cost). You are so loved and many people are learning and growing from your experiences.
ReplyDeleteAlways remember that with the Lord all is possible. I love you and am so grateful to call you my friend!
Keep your chin up :)
Blessing of the day: toys to entertain my 3 year old